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its been ages since i posted.. and no ones prolly gona see this.... things are so hectic now.. i haf exams on monday and i dont know wad im doing up at this unearthly hour typing this.... im surprised i actually remember my password haha..

i dont know why but i suddenly feel v sad.. its one of those quiet moments where u look back in time and realised that u haf wasted alot of ur time doing nothing, not studying hard.. sigh.. i wish i could go back in time and undo all the wrong i haf done..

here i am listening to coco lee's "before i fall in love" and emoing.. lol.. what is wrong with me... owells.. so much for having a blog..zzzz

god hear my prayers

things arent still going well for my family... granddad is now in hospital.... somehow his stomach is bleeding and its quite serious.. hes been warded at tan tock seng and doctors are pending whether to do an op for him because he has low blood pressure and worse of all.. hes 91.. i hope he makes it through this... and srsly.. i hope things work out better for my family.. god bless all of u and hope u guys pray for my granddad.. =(

T_T boo hoo hoo

day of reckoning is comin.. alex is going to australia for execise wallaby!! for a whole mOnth!! lol.. owells .. wish him all the best.... lol.. take a chill pill bro.. its something everyone must go through... er.. except for me... howie... lol.. remember to buy nice stuff back for me k.. lol.. owells.. hope u enjoy the pic.. its the one taken when u stayed over my hse on my birthday face..suck it up orgy face

feeling so down...

last month could possibly be the worst month ever...... for starters.. i was down with a flu that lasted 2 weeks.. couldnt even sleep properly.. went to see doctor but the medicine didnt help much... =(

next.. my lappie crashed while i was wowing halfway... it was like.... the most boring week i could ever have.. i even had to borrow my sister's laptop so that i could log in for a while.. lol.. after awhile.. it didnt even matter.. thank god i got my laptop back in a week..

worst of all.. dad's business had some probs.. he lost close to a million bucks.. i know he feels fucked up which is why i let him vent his frustrations on me.. i dont really care.. but one day.. i know im gona make enough money and let my family live like royalty.. anyways all the best in wadeva u guys do out there.. need anything i'll always be here for ya.. although some fuckers call me "homer" cos i'd rather stay at home and nt go out LOL..

peace out! xoxo

fwens

good old times are coming back!

oh mi gawd

Lake Nakuru National Park (188 km²), created in 1961 around Lake Nakuru, near Nakuru Town. It is best known for its thousands, sometimes millions of flamingos nesting along the shores. The surface of the shallow lake is often hardly recognizable due to the continually shifting mass of pink. The number of flamingoes on the lake varies with water and food conditions and the best vantage point is from Baboon Cliff...


gawd damit... i wanna go this place!!!!! srsly.. its shud be included in the 1000 places to see before u die.. its b-e-a-utiful...

sigh--

whats a secret?

something that nobody shud know? or something that everyone knows abt jus that no one mentions it?

trust .. hard to earn but easily broken...

Recently ive been thinking alot abt the past..
gawd.. hws times haf gone by so quickly..
another year almost over.. nothing acomplished..
wad saddens me is nothing has changed..
promises of becoming a better person..
promises of kickin bad habits...
they arent more than an empty shell
nt only are my parents giving up on me..
im slowly giving up on myself now..

a bright future is ahead of u she said...
but all i see is a life of regret..
a life full of hate and anguish..
my children will hate me.. my wife will dispise me..

sighness