our love story

The sun is setting right before us..

But nothing else matters as i have u by my side

Staring in the distance.. hand in hand..

I realised that we have drifted apart..

No longer as close as we used to be...

Everything has changed.. for the worse.. which just proves my worst fears

Little droplets form at the corner of my eyes..all i can do is wipe away my tears..

But i dont care anymore... this fat ship is gona sink. and i wont take u with me

U ought to haf a better life.. someone better dan me..

So here i am saying goodbye..take care...

No matter wad.. i'll always be here for u.. whenever u need me..

All u haf to do... is take a look at the sea..

i love u

MY FIRST TIME!!!!!

The sky was dark
The moon was high
All alone Just her and I
Her hair so soft
Her eyes so blue
I knew just what She wanted to do
Her skin so soft
Her legs so fine
I ran my fingers Down her spine
I didn't know how But I tried my best
To place my hand On her breasts
I remember my fear
My fast beating heart
But slowly she spread Her legs apart
And when she did it I felt no shame
All at once The white stuff came
At last it's finished
It's all over now




My first time Milking a cow!
there is another first time.. but that is another story.. muahahahaha

pple do crazy things when they are in love

God gave me a pair of arms to hold u when u fall..
A pair of eyes to capture ur beauty
Most importantly a heart to love u eternally
I know i realli am not anyone's hero
For all i know.. im jus a huge fat zero
but i dont care.. i know that i might never get to hold u in my arms
Or be with u when u need me..
But the times spent together is more than enough
im contented to be around u.. whether ur happy or sad
When times are good or bad..
U can count on me... no matter how tough things are
I'll be ur listening ear.. no matter where i am.. no matter how far
They say its destiny that we meet.. and fate that we became friends
Well.. i beg to differ..


tO MeEt, tO kNoW, tO LoVe and tO PaRt Is ThE SaDdEsT TaLe Of A hUmAn HeArT...

i hope

My hand holding urs... looking at the sunset

Whispering sweet nothings into ur ears

This is wad i dream that maybe one day would happen

But my story is a little diff from shrek..

He's is a fairy tale... mIne is the cruel world

No one laughs at him for being fat

No one laughs at him for liking someone he shouldnt

Pple have learnt to accept that he is like this

Why cant pple accept me... for who i am...

Perhaps we are alike in certain ways..

He has good friends like donkey.. i haf good bros.... like ( u know who u guys are )

Sigh.. mayb god has better plans for me in future... i hope..

pursuit of happyness

No matter where u are...
No matter how far..
i'll catch up wif u in my flying carpet
Pick u up.. fly u to the moon
i wanna live in this moment.. i dont want it to end all to soon
Let me take u wonder by wonder
Showing u the Cities good sights
And my love for u wont be blinded by the big bright lights
forever and ever ......

never ending blissfulness

Time passes slower wif u by my side
U are my love and joy.. my upmost pride
My world seems incomplete without u here
At the side of my eye.. i spot a tear
All i haf is a tale as old as time
For alas .. u cannot be mine
In our fairy tale im the beast
And u are my beauty..
My last rose will forever belong to you
Even if its rosy red petals turn blue

genting trip... again.. !!

Jus came back from genting abt 2 hrs ago.. haha.. we went there in a huge group.. most of the bros went.. sadly some couldnt make it.. haha.. anyway it was ash's birthday.. and we planned this like 1 month in advance.. but i was an asshole la.. haha.. couldnt make up my mind on whether i wanted to go or not.. dan in the end we booked late. haha.. my bad.. anyway the big day came.. haha.. and we left on the 3rd of august at night... at the stroke of midnight.. on the 4th of august.. we lighted up some candles and let ash blew them out..haha quite cool to blow birthday cake candles on the bus la.. but i was kinda scared that the chair would catch fire.. cos the flames were pretty big.. take a look at the pic haha..

anyway.. we arrived in genting at about 4 am in the morning and it was fucking freezing but i love love love it... hahaha.. reminds me of when i was back in australia haha.. reallie dam shiok.. anyway apparently we could onli check in at 10 plus so we stoned around for 6 hrs.. by then i was already very annoyed at everything and very cranky cos i didnt get to sleep on the bus.. haha..

anyway we finally got our rooms and we all went to get a quick nap..during which.. i tink some pple quarellled.. haha.. dan woke up at 2 plus and decided to go for lunch.. i only had like 2 hrs of sleep cos i kept waking up.. and was feeling extremely annoyed.. apparently ash wanted all of us to sit together but as i figured wad for squeeze.. so i sat somewhere else.. and andrew sat wif me... i tink she got kinda upset so she left and went back to her room after lunch. ( sorrie ash.. i reallllie am ) somehow.. everyone kinda made it look like i did something wrong anyway... we continued lunch for a while before we went to look for ash to ask if everything was ok.. she said she was ok and everyone decided to go on and play.. but i needed to charge my phone so i went back first... dan everyone came .. and ask me to hurry up.. dan i said.. u guys go ahead.. i'll join later..

dan suddenly howie came in and said.. fuck la.. u see la.. u made her upset again.. dan i said.. fuck la.. all i wanna do is charge my phone.. i mean... "wad the fuck man.. my fault? charging phone a crime? i asked ur go ahead.. no one asked ur wait.. ok lor.." everything blame me.. everyhting my fault la ah... ok? happy? everyone happy?evryting i do seems wrong.. sighhhh

anyway i stopped charging and went wif everyone to the theme park.. everyone except me went for the stupid flying thingy wadeva u call it.. here are the pics ..

after that we went to play some archery.. and after which we made our way to the haunted house... which i found out wasnt scary anymore cos they added alot of lighting inside.. haha.. but they also added 3D effects which made it quite cool.. right after the haunted house was ripleys.. wasnt very interesting la.. i jus went there like last month.. haha. hmmm.. by then it was about dinner time.. so we went for "K dinner".. which was quite cool cos we onli paid for the food and we got to sing ktv.. haha.. everyone sang dam well especially bernice and alex.. haha.. it was approx 10 pm when we left that place to go look for a place to haf some drinks.. haha.. we found a sports bar so we went inside haha.. it was pretty cool la.. haha.. but after everyone left.. andrew and i went into some club/pub wif a live band.. they were quite hot la.. but the face CMI

we only stayed for a while... dan went back to the room.. soon after jeong and keith came over and we went out for a freaking cool bitching session hahaha.. we actually managed to bitch from abt 1 am to 5 am hahaha.. dam funny.. and keith was like half drunk.. anyway after that andrew and i went back to the room and continued our conversation.. finally slept at about 6.30 am and woke up at 12 pm. went for lunch at pizza hut and finally boarded the bus home.. haha..

all in all.. it was a great trip wif andrew la.. reallie did alot of catching up wif him.. :) i love all u guys too la.. last but not least. TO ASH : sorrie ... once again.. :) hope next time we'll haf more fun.. and yeah to everyone who thought i was dam attitude... "im like this.. cant do much abt it anymore.."

To my brother from another father and mother... u and i are alike in more ways than 1... we laugh when we are sad.. try to make others happy when we are not even happy.. i know u haf alot of probs and i hope everything turns out well.. i thank god he let us meet.. and become the best of bros.. 14 years and running.. i hope it will go on forever and ever.. thanks bro!!! :) reallie had a great time wif u

bros b4 hoes