feeling so down...

last month could possibly be the worst month ever...... for starters.. i was down with a flu that lasted 2 weeks.. couldnt even sleep properly.. went to see doctor but the medicine didnt help much... =(

next.. my lappie crashed while i was wowing halfway... it was like.... the most boring week i could ever have.. i even had to borrow my sister's laptop so that i could log in for a while.. lol.. after awhile.. it didnt even matter.. thank god i got my laptop back in a week..

worst of all.. dad's business had some probs.. he lost close to a million bucks.. i know he feels fucked up which is why i let him vent his frustrations on me.. i dont really care.. but one day.. i know im gona make enough money and let my family live like royalty.. anyways all the best in wadeva u guys do out there.. need anything i'll always be here for ya.. although some fuckers call me "homer" cos i'd rather stay at home and nt go out LOL..

peace out! xoxo

fwens

good old times are coming back!

oh mi gawd

Lake Nakuru National Park (188 km²), created in 1961 around Lake Nakuru, near Nakuru Town. It is best known for its thousands, sometimes millions of flamingos nesting along the shores. The surface of the shallow lake is often hardly recognizable due to the continually shifting mass of pink. The number of flamingoes on the lake varies with water and food conditions and the best vantage point is from Baboon Cliff...


gawd damit... i wanna go this place!!!!! srsly.. its shud be included in the 1000 places to see before u die.. its b-e-a-utiful...

sigh--

whats a secret?

something that nobody shud know? or something that everyone knows abt jus that no one mentions it?

trust .. hard to earn but easily broken...

Recently ive been thinking alot abt the past..
gawd.. hws times haf gone by so quickly..
another year almost over.. nothing acomplished..
wad saddens me is nothing has changed..
promises of becoming a better person..
promises of kickin bad habits...
they arent more than an empty shell
nt only are my parents giving up on me..
im slowly giving up on myself now..

a bright future is ahead of u she said...
but all i see is a life of regret..
a life full of hate and anguish..
my children will hate me.. my wife will dispise me..

sighness

travelling while i still can.. =(

so here we go again.. after not blogging for ages.. ive decided to add another entry.. but u cant blame me.. i mean.. who reads this shit anyways haha.. anyway.. ya.. we left for hong kong suddenly.. mom jus came in and said.. wanna go for a short holiday so i was like yea so.. here we go.. to hOng kOng

we arrived at 10pm-ish at night .. and first thing i noticed was the temp.. it was pretty freaking hot even at night man.. wtf rite.. pfft.. ya.. checked into hotel and dad and mom went out to tapau food back for me..

2nd day.. morning.. i called room service.. heres the conversation

MAN : wai...
ME : room service?
MAN : wai
ME : Why wad?
MAN : wai wai pin wai?
ME : i need some towels in room 2106
MAN : wai...
ME : WHY UR #$%^@!! (hang up)

haha.. bloody hell.. they really shud employ some pple that speak english man.. or at least understand the fuckin language... anwyays.. we went shopping at nathan street.... where we always go.. all the high end stuff there. pfft.. luckily we didnt get lost.. thanks to our tour guide (me) haha.. didnt buy much though

at night went for dinner with unCLE from hK.. diNnEr was shiokerlicious.. 10 course meal... mmm.. (feeling hungry now ) after that we took a cab down to te bowling alley to see eugene and the rest of team singapore bowl.. very impressed with the bowling commitee that hosted the event.. anways went backk to hotel and bought some dessert before going back to room

Day 3

we planned to go Ocean park in the morning but weather was bad.. starting raining non stop but we decided to go anyways la.. not gona waste my holiday and jus stay in hotel room.. anyways when we reached ocean park it stopped raining. so we hurried through everthing.. and went to take cable cars up to the mountain.. bad mistake.. beacuse when our cable car was in the middle on the way up.. a storm came and the whole damn thing couldnt stop shaking.. haha.. scared the shit outta me man.. anyway we made it up obviously.. and fuck the rain didnt stop. we waited for awhile more.. before we decided to go sit some rides that will get us wet.. since it was raining already anyways.. after that.. we couldnt stand it anymroe so we took a cab to meet dad and mom who were at the shopping center.. as we were all soaked.. we walked into some shop and jus bought clothes there haha..

after that we did more shopping and went for dinner with yet somemore relatives..

Last day..

did some last min shopping and bought heaps of dvds... =)))) went to the airport and said bye bye hong kong and soon.. we were back in singapore.. PfFT.. BORING!!!!!

good times bad times shalalala

We were as one, babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I'll let you fly

'Cause I know in my heart, babe

Our love will never die

No

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Boy, don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby



-_- u guys will always be a part of me =))

=)

For those of you who are feeling lost and helpless and wadever.... do cheer up ok.. because life is so precious... anyway.. here are 2 vids to cheer u up... they sure did cheer me up ahah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4NxzlmihiI <--- indo idol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo < --- the famous ken lee haha