moving on...

Moving on with my life.. ive finally started schooling again... it all seems so vaguely familiar but somehow.. different.. memories of my younger school years keep flooding my mind... making new friends and learning new things.. it all seems like such a refreshing new start.. i finally haf new things to keep me occupied instead of being emo all the time.. lol...

ANyways.. being in school.... is like being in another country.. my class for example... its a totally cool experience to be able to study with pple from all around asia.. and even from places as far as madagarscar.. yeah theres a girl from there.. well em.. theres a german girl too... an indian dude... 2 pple from myanmar.. yupz.. the rest are malaysians and indonesians.. well.. its a pretty good mix.. but they wont understand my english unless i "slang" haha.. and its pretty hard for me to understand the lecturer as well...

ME : er.. wad button do i click?
CHRIS : doubleclickdoubleclick
ME : HUH!? duplicate?
CHRIS : double click
ME : OH... double click.. grrrrr

lol.. owells.. guess i jus gotta get used to him... quite a nice chap.. hes from the phillipines. =) reminds me of...... jolly bee (their equivelent of macdonalds). Like i was saying... its like being in a totally different environment.. so it does feel kinda weird because once i step out of school... i see bugis junction which really does Knock reality back into me that im still in SINGAPORE...

anyways... havent been hanging out with anyone lately... sure makes me feel kinda lonely... pple watching movies without calling me.... going out without calling me.. i mean.. dan how different would it be from me going to study in australia? i wished i made the choice to study there then... mayb things would haf been much better for me.. hope things will go back to the past.. although somethings cant be reversed... and somethings cannot be forgotten... it may take time to heal so lets jus let it heal.. we've got time anyways... anyway... i hope everyone is healthy and happy.. peace out.. love yall still...(even though u all dont like me anymore) =(

i will always love u baby.........my 1 and only..... defender of mulgore

happy birthday lesley!!!!

happy birthday lesley!!!! may all ur dreams and wishes come true... =)) anyways.. lesley's birthday was celebrated at home club...not as cool as i thought it would be.. but ya... nevertheless.. it was still fun to hang out wif friends and all... enjoy the pics pple =pp love yall all.. fooNgy xoxo

NiGhT sAfArI

yup.. thats how bored we were..we actually made a trip to the night safari... lol... singapore really gets boring at times.. and doin things that u dont normally do really refreshes u up... but sometimes it does hurt abit when u think abt the past.. abt how we used to come here in a big grp.. and now its down to jus me pek and howie... pretty sad really.. wad has happen to us?

=)

so many things have happened recently that i dont haf time to blog... but i promise i will tmr!!! a long one!!!!!!!!! in the mean time.. everyone take care ok!!!!! xoxoxoxoxo loads of hugz and kisses for everyone

a night trip

Feeling all lost and alone.. my problems seem to be like a smoke ring... which gets bigger and bigger as time goes by.. ohwells..dont seem to haf anyone to turn to nowadays.. anyway... was feeling pretty fuckin bored yest wondering wad to do.. wanted to go ecp and emo alone.. but pek called... so we went out.. suprisingly.. it was pretty fun...

12.45am - pek arrived at my place and we drove to hk cafe for some drinks and food.. talked cock awhile and then decided where else to go...

1.57am - we drove to carpark H in ecp to disturb pple who are too cheapo to pay for a hotel room.. sadly.. it was too dark and we couldnt see anything..

2.38am - next we drove to changi village as i needed to take a piss badly... we stopped at the carpark and i went to the toilet while pek went to get some cigarettes..met an old friend and jus stopped to say hi..

2.55am - got back to the car and smoked for a bit before driving around the carpark trying to disturb bapoks.. sad to say.. the bapok that i "liked" was taken by the time we made the second round... pretty hot they were...

3.01am - drove to dinosaur land to check out the malay bapoks.. pretty fucking disgusting... one of them said " honey.. tumpang me" dan we were feeling quite disgusted so we sped off..

3.22am - arrived at T3 airport... suprisingly empty... no one around.. walked around for abit before headin back to the car.

3.39am - drove to T2 for breakfast... saw yakun kaya toasts so me and peky sat down and had some food.. 4 eggs and 4 kaya toasts later.. me and pek went out for an awesome smoke...

4.09am - left the airport for my hse when suddenly.. pek said.. actually i dont mind having ba chor mee..so we stopped at the one near my hse... haha.. thank god we didnt eat.. had soup only...

4.33am - reached home and wowed till 6 plus and pek left my place at 7...

well... thanks for hanging out bro.. although it would haf been more fun if we eached had a bapok.. LOL.. owells.. cya soon

melbourne trip...

jus came back from melbourne about a week ago to go and check out my uni campus.. sad to say... wad used to be my second home has changed into a place that is filled with misery and sadness.. thoughts ran thru my head every night..wondering if this was the right path for me to take..matters didnt help as dad consistently went around looking for places for me to live in.. and constantly taking me from campus to campus.. seeing professor to professor..

anyway other than that... i met up wif some old friends... namely my guardians... and sam chua.. and he introduced 2 very nice people to me... pearly and kat.. haha.. :D anyways... i shall let fate decide lor... but hopefully.. things will turn out ok for me.. love yall.. :D take care.. study hard everyone