god hear my prayers

things arent still going well for my family... granddad is now in hospital.... somehow his stomach is bleeding and its quite serious.. hes been warded at tan tock seng and doctors are pending whether to do an op for him because he has low blood pressure and worse of all.. hes 91.. i hope he makes it through this... and srsly.. i hope things work out better for my family.. god bless all of u and hope u guys pray for my granddad.. =(

T_T boo hoo hoo

day of reckoning is comin.. alex is going to australia for execise wallaby!! for a whole mOnth!! lol.. owells .. wish him all the best.... lol.. take a chill pill bro.. its something everyone must go through... er.. except for me... howie... lol.. remember to buy nice stuff back for me k.. lol.. owells.. hope u enjoy the pic.. its the one taken when u stayed over my hse on my birthday face..suck it up orgy face

feeling so down...

last month could possibly be the worst month ever...... for starters.. i was down with a flu that lasted 2 weeks.. couldnt even sleep properly.. went to see doctor but the medicine didnt help much... =(

next.. my lappie crashed while i was wowing halfway... it was like.... the most boring week i could ever have.. i even had to borrow my sister's laptop so that i could log in for a while.. lol.. after awhile.. it didnt even matter.. thank god i got my laptop back in a week..

worst of all.. dad's business had some probs.. he lost close to a million bucks.. i know he feels fucked up which is why i let him vent his frustrations on me.. i dont really care.. but one day.. i know im gona make enough money and let my family live like royalty.. anyways all the best in wadeva u guys do out there.. need anything i'll always be here for ya.. although some fuckers call me "homer" cos i'd rather stay at home and nt go out LOL..

peace out! xoxo

fwens

good old times are coming back!

oh mi gawd

Lake Nakuru National Park (188 km²), created in 1961 around Lake Nakuru, near Nakuru Town. It is best known for its thousands, sometimes millions of flamingos nesting along the shores. The surface of the shallow lake is often hardly recognizable due to the continually shifting mass of pink. The number of flamingoes on the lake varies with water and food conditions and the best vantage point is from Baboon Cliff...


gawd damit... i wanna go this place!!!!! srsly.. its shud be included in the 1000 places to see before u die.. its b-e-a-utiful...

sigh--

whats a secret?

something that nobody shud know? or something that everyone knows abt jus that no one mentions it?

trust .. hard to earn but easily broken...

Recently ive been thinking alot abt the past..
gawd.. hws times haf gone by so quickly..
another year almost over.. nothing acomplished..
wad saddens me is nothing has changed..
promises of becoming a better person..
promises of kickin bad habits...
they arent more than an empty shell
nt only are my parents giving up on me..
im slowly giving up on myself now..

a bright future is ahead of u she said...
but all i see is a life of regret..
a life full of hate and anguish..
my children will hate me.. my wife will dispise me..

sighness

travelling while i still can.. =(

so here we go again.. after not blogging for ages.. ive decided to add another entry.. but u cant blame me.. i mean.. who reads this shit anyways haha.. anyway.. ya.. we left for hong kong suddenly.. mom jus came in and said.. wanna go for a short holiday so i was like yea so.. here we go.. to hOng kOng

we arrived at 10pm-ish at night .. and first thing i noticed was the temp.. it was pretty freaking hot even at night man.. wtf rite.. pfft.. ya.. checked into hotel and dad and mom went out to tapau food back for me..

2nd day.. morning.. i called room service.. heres the conversation

MAN : wai...
ME : room service?
MAN : wai
ME : Why wad?
MAN : wai wai pin wai?
ME : i need some towels in room 2106
MAN : wai...
ME : WHY UR #$%^@!! (hang up)

haha.. bloody hell.. they really shud employ some pple that speak english man.. or at least understand the fuckin language... anwyays.. we went shopping at nathan street.... where we always go.. all the high end stuff there. pfft.. luckily we didnt get lost.. thanks to our tour guide (me) haha.. didnt buy much though

at night went for dinner with unCLE from hK.. diNnEr was shiokerlicious.. 10 course meal... mmm.. (feeling hungry now ) after that we took a cab down to te bowling alley to see eugene and the rest of team singapore bowl.. very impressed with the bowling commitee that hosted the event.. anways went backk to hotel and bought some dessert before going back to room

Day 3

we planned to go Ocean park in the morning but weather was bad.. starting raining non stop but we decided to go anyways la.. not gona waste my holiday and jus stay in hotel room.. anyways when we reached ocean park it stopped raining. so we hurried through everthing.. and went to take cable cars up to the mountain.. bad mistake.. beacuse when our cable car was in the middle on the way up.. a storm came and the whole damn thing couldnt stop shaking.. haha.. scared the shit outta me man.. anyway we made it up obviously.. and fuck the rain didnt stop. we waited for awhile more.. before we decided to go sit some rides that will get us wet.. since it was raining already anyways.. after that.. we couldnt stand it anymroe so we took a cab to meet dad and mom who were at the shopping center.. as we were all soaked.. we walked into some shop and jus bought clothes there haha..

after that we did more shopping and went for dinner with yet somemore relatives..

Last day..

did some last min shopping and bought heaps of dvds... =)))) went to the airport and said bye bye hong kong and soon.. we were back in singapore.. PfFT.. BORING!!!!!

good times bad times shalalala

We were as one, babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I'll let you fly

'Cause I know in my heart, babe

Our love will never die

No

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Boy, don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby



-_- u guys will always be a part of me =))

=)

For those of you who are feeling lost and helpless and wadever.... do cheer up ok.. because life is so precious... anyway.. here are 2 vids to cheer u up... they sure did cheer me up ahah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4NxzlmihiI <--- indo idol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo < --- the famous ken lee haha

ahhhh soo wonderful

without doubt.... this is the 2nd love of my life.. after my druid ( which is first of cos) lol... nth brings me more joy then seeing my 2 babies killing alliance .. sigh.. such a sweet sight.. =pPpP

its been so long...

GET OUT OF MY DREAMS AND MY NIGHTMARES.... JUST LEMME HAVE A GOOD NIGHT'S REST..PLEASE... FOR ONCE..

happy birthday foOng

to everyone that celebrated my 22nd birthday with me... thanks alot!~ really appreciate it.. although it was fuckin boring and nth like my 21st... it was still a great time hanging out wif u pple...

anyway on the eve of my birthday... howie and jem had dinner with me... tgt with my family (excluding jeong) haha.. the food was great as usual(tony romas) after that we jus went for coffee... hmm.. alex came over after that to stay the night where we had time to catch up on old times.. =))

birthday itself was pretty much bOring.. haha.. had dinner with the gang at yatch club.. and went ktv after that... =) owells.. i promise next year.. ITS GONA BE HUGE.. thanks to everyone that wished me happy birthday as well.. <33333 love yall loads

happy birthday mom!!

hey mom!! happy birthday!! may all ur dreams and wishes come true.. u know we love u even though we're always being irritating... thanks for putting up wif all our nonsense and always giiving us everything we want... we love u loads... hahaha... oh ya my birthday coming leh.. WiNkz wiNkz**

soulbound

soulbound.... where pple meet online.... become friends... and then family... FOR THE HORDE

sian

sian sian sian sian sian

i hate school... its so stressful and everthing... its 9 am now and i havent slept.. cos ive been doing fucking project all night... i fucking wanna quit sch.... i really do.... fuck..

behold!!

owells... its my 100th post!!! and recently ive been doin nth but sch and wow... so yeah... life is boring ass..... my condolences to alex and his family.. i hope u guys are alrite.. and even if we dont hang out anymore... i want u to know that u'll always be in my heart. love ya all...

by the way... dont my druid look fab? i mean... look at the netherdrake man!!!!

moving on...

Moving on with my life.. ive finally started schooling again... it all seems so vaguely familiar but somehow.. different.. memories of my younger school years keep flooding my mind... making new friends and learning new things.. it all seems like such a refreshing new start.. i finally haf new things to keep me occupied instead of being emo all the time.. lol...

ANyways.. being in school.... is like being in another country.. my class for example... its a totally cool experience to be able to study with pple from all around asia.. and even from places as far as madagarscar.. yeah theres a girl from there.. well em.. theres a german girl too... an indian dude... 2 pple from myanmar.. yupz.. the rest are malaysians and indonesians.. well.. its a pretty good mix.. but they wont understand my english unless i "slang" haha.. and its pretty hard for me to understand the lecturer as well...

ME : er.. wad button do i click?
CHRIS : doubleclickdoubleclick
ME : HUH!? duplicate?
CHRIS : double click
ME : OH... double click.. grrrrr

lol.. owells.. guess i jus gotta get used to him... quite a nice chap.. hes from the phillipines. =) reminds me of...... jolly bee (their equivelent of macdonalds). Like i was saying... its like being in a totally different environment.. so it does feel kinda weird because once i step out of school... i see bugis junction which really does Knock reality back into me that im still in SINGAPORE...

anyways... havent been hanging out with anyone lately... sure makes me feel kinda lonely... pple watching movies without calling me.... going out without calling me.. i mean.. dan how different would it be from me going to study in australia? i wished i made the choice to study there then... mayb things would haf been much better for me.. hope things will go back to the past.. although somethings cant be reversed... and somethings cannot be forgotten... it may take time to heal so lets jus let it heal.. we've got time anyways... anyway... i hope everyone is healthy and happy.. peace out.. love yall still...(even though u all dont like me anymore) =(

i will always love u baby.........my 1 and only..... defender of mulgore

happy birthday lesley!!!!

happy birthday lesley!!!! may all ur dreams and wishes come true... =)) anyways.. lesley's birthday was celebrated at home club...not as cool as i thought it would be.. but ya... nevertheless.. it was still fun to hang out wif friends and all... enjoy the pics pple =pp love yall all.. fooNgy xoxo