food for thought

haha thats not me but i dont mind looking like him.. wad im trying to say is ... like him.. ive been doing alot of thinking.. sigh.. wad do i really want out of life..? To be honest.. ive been wasting my time ever since i ORD.. never actually thought of wad to do and all... but after talking to sammie boi that day.. i really started thinking..

I dont only want to be rich.. i wanna be more successful dan my parents!! So i can provide for my future wife and kids... =Pp

Sammie BOY: u need drive and ambition.. if u have drive but no ambition.. no use.. u got ambition but no drive.. even worse.. u gotta have both..

Thanks bro.. im gona remember that forever.. anyway after talking to sam that day.. he reallie got me thinking... education is creating a path for ur career.. without education.. u haf no path at all.. so the least we shud all do is get a degree.. hmmm.. times running out for all of us.. not young already.. our parents wont be able to support us for much longer.. sigh..

so many things to do.. so little time.. +___+ haha.. anyway im still considering between studying in Melbourne or SIM.. because recently ive read that SIM is offering the same course as i can do in Melbourne.. sigh.. dont know la sian.. but then again rite.. animation as a career wont get me far unless i go to hollywood and work wif pixar or some shit... but do i really want that? sigh... business ... not interested in it leh.. hotel management.. its fun until we had to do the marketing and accounting part.. haha.. aiyoooo... but i know im definately going to sign up for the property agent course.. haha.. mayb one day i'll take over mom.. and set up my own company and get it listed.. muahahah

Anyway... im reallie happie for the recent get togethers of a couple of friends..
HOWIE VS sharon
ANdrew VS suping
Jem VS meiru

im reallie happy for them.. especially jem jem.. after all those hard times trying to jio girls... after good charlotte concert mishap.. haha.. after everything.. im glad his fairy tale has a happy ending.. but this is only the start of his fairy tale.. haha love u bro..

Which got me thinking again... haha.. i looked into the mirror that day and reallie thought hard at myself... haha.. i reallie do haf that loser look haha.. honestly.. and although jem say he is more loser dan me.. we realli know who the real loser is.. haha.. sigh.. ok lets see.. 1. im fat 2. im stupid. 3. im lazy.. 4. im irritating. 5. cant drive. 6. cant study. 7. cant bowl. 8. im ugly 9. waste money 10. NO MONEY !!!

haha .. need i say more? =) sometimes i wish i wasnt brought into this cruel world la.. and although my dad doesnt say it.. i know he is quite disappointed wif me la.. cant tell.. im like... hopeless..haha.. well.. i bet he wished he wore a condom that time.. hahaha.. =)) nvm la.. anyway my mom also said b4.. she never wanted me.. she wanted a girl hahaha..

ANYWAY SHOUT OUTS TO MY BROS/SIS

Andrew... thanks for saying wad u did in genting.. i'll always remember that.. i still remember and i tink abt it everyday.. if u cant remember this is wad u said..

ANDREW: although foong will never get a girl because of the way he is... at least he is not showing a different side of who he is... who he is ... is wad he is.. !!! anyway bro.. i love u more than the coke i ever drank or the beer u ever drank.. TAH!!!!!!!!!

HOWIE... thanks for always pang sehhing us... haha.. no shit dude.. if it wasnt for u.. we wont realise that true friends exists.. i mean.. we're the true friends..not u

Alex.. thanks for always bring fun and laughter into my life.. dota and WOW.. oh ya and fishing.. and i hope we are still on the peace treaty.. hmm if u gif me 10 gold.. i'll whack jeong when he is sleeping.. hahahah

Jeremy.. GG bro.. hahahah.. no comments.. ure the best there is.. i cant ask for better..

eugene: thanks for always being so fun to be around.. dont worry abt beijing.. there are always other tournaments =pPp jackpot!!

PEk: thanks for always being the bigger and stronger little bro.. hahaha ABBNB

keith: GG I/c ... hahah.. thanks for being around when we need u .. =PpP

SAM: bro... those times in aussie reallie brought us together man.. although we had some ups and some downs.. i know u will always be here for me and i want u to know i'll always be here for u.. no shit sherlock.. i love u more than the leaves in the forest.. the fishes in the sea and the clouds in the sky.

JEONG: uncle kj!!!! haha.. thanks for being the best brother in the world.. although my bowling and cuteness outshines u... haha.. there is always time to grow back hair and become vaness again.. mayb then u can gif me a ride in ur SLK hahahaha.. dont tell me to go to ele.. i mean hell.. hahaha..

AH BEE: oi.... thanks for always having fun wif us.. honestly.. haha.. all those great times... genting hong kong and kelongs.. hahaha.. wont b fun at all if u werent there.. but remember the first time we went kelong? hah we both wished there was a helicopter to take us home

Meg: to my bestest mei in the whole world.. haha..although we dont talk much anymore.. i realy wanna thank u for always being there when i needed someone to talk to.. without u.. i wouldnt have made it thru those tough times.. haha.. anwyay.. love u always..=PpP

Sharon: dont let howie bully u.. hahahha.. and dont always bully him.. mus love each other.. =PpPp thanks for helping me with alof of stuff.. and the laptop muahaha... owe u big time!!!

Ashies: time will let us know each other better... haha... =PpP stay sweet and nice... love havin u around..

MIKE: SGT mike.. rota 1.. sect comd.. hahha.. oi.. u better go jio ashley lam faster ok.. shes getting on my nerves.. hahahaha...

Meiru: better take out ur tongue piercing.. later jem's tongue kenna stuck somehow when u guys tongue wrestle.. =P take care of jem.. hope we all get to know u better..

k guys.. its been great knowing all of u.. sorrie if i did any screwed up things to u.. fucking tired.. this post take dam long to do.. foOng OUT!!!!!!