past present and future

To the bro that was always here for me (spritually)

lol.. thanks for always being here for me sam.. when times were tough and rough.. i knew i would always count on u to help me out... be it lending money in times of need.. or giving me advice... lol.. i remember we met in sec 1 when we joined the bowling team of acs br.. haha... always thought u were the cool one .. so i never made the move to become a better friend to u...but somehow we managed to become friends... and gradually got closer when u joined club... but i guess we really bonded when we were in australia together...

those were happy times that i long for again and can never get back because lately ive been really emo/sad/disappointed/negative... the list goes on... but its all because of u that i really pull myself together..

there were several times where i almost broke down mentally but u were there to comfort me and tell me to "chillz".
tHose times we played bball in palmerston will always be in my memories... all those niggaz... all the and1 tricks.. lol.. where i played SG.. u PG .. Jeong PF and sardgu C ... lol..and i still remember there was once we fought ovr smth trival

while we were in australia but got back on good terms the next day...
honestly... i'm really glad fate and destiny decided that we became bros... i couldnt ask for mroe.. altough.. i am quite dulan that u missed several of my birthdays already.. lol.. but i know u were somewhere out there praying that i am safe and happy..

while u are in australia and i am in singapore.. i really treasure those times when u return for hols and hang out at my place till late where we jus chit chat the whole night... if i could control time.. i would definately go back there jus to spend more time wif u... lol.. this is sounding kinda gay but u knowi lub chu bro.. lol

Anyway abt wad we talked abt... im still confused and dont know wad to do... although it hurts me all the time... i really hope that 1 day i can really get it.. or worse come to worse.. face up to reality...

thanks for always telling me im not fat.. im cool.. and stuff like that.. it really brighens my day.... and telling me not to waste my time anymore and go study... sigh.. words can say how much i treasure u as a friend as a bro... well... i cant wait for u to come back.. we can chill out like always... thanks for always being there for me... fo shizzle dizzle i'll bake and sizzle ur nizzle.. =p


bros for eternity