Sunday, January 6, 2008

T_T

im still thinking about it.. yes i am...
i lost to a small boy for gold medal... its true...
ok.. he has 29 pins handicap but thats no excuse.. i missed a fucking spare and lost to that asshole by 3 pins.. fuck.. am i destined to be a loser my whole life? fuck man.. i feel totally exhausted... mentally.. im giving up on everything.. life..bowlin.. love... friends.. family... there jus aint enuff in my heart and mind to take it in anymore... i'll jus concentrate on my studies... and fuck everything else... its jus too tiring... looks like 2008 isnt my year... fuck ............................................................................................................................

this world doesnt have a place for someone like me

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