god..pls help me

i reallie dont know wad to do...
everything i do ends up like dog poo

ive reallie tried my best..

its like putting my heart to the test..

everyone is starting to detest.. me

i know i can be a fucking asshole

even to pple i dont reallie knoe

but this is me... im born like this

but i guess i only know howta make pple piss

wad can i say.. this is foong...

he's reallie one big fuck head..

slap me pls.. till my face is red...

till there is flowing blood...

dan u can end it by kicking my head in the mud

im already at my wits end..

from here on.. this is my decend..

somebody shud teach me a lesson

somebody pls gif me a reason...

y the fuck did i ever get into this mess

come on baby.. stab me in the chest..

i really wanna cry....

but alas.. my tears have run dry

TO my brother from another mother and father... i love u alot.. 14 years of broship and still going strong.. dont worry things are fine.. and im sure if u be persistent.. things will definately go ur way and god bless u in wadeva u do... keep smiling keep shining.. knowing u can always count on me.. 4 sure.. thats wad bros are for...

PS. SORRIE MEIRU