sigh!~

thought i would be better after a good nite's sleep but guess not.. it still hurts from inside.. i guess time will slowly heal my heart.anyway woke up today and felt reallie lifeless.. no meaning in life.. sigh.. anyway didnt do much whole day.. jem came to pick me up at 5+ to go club where i was meeting ash and sharon.. =p anyway when i reached i wasnt in too good a mood.but everyone else seemed to be in a bad mood..actually wanted to be the bad mooded one but turned out i was telling pple lame jokes to make them laugh haha.. sigh.. its time i bring out the devil in me.. no point being a nice guy all the time.. in the end everyone starts stepping over ur head.bah! fuck la.. onli fun i had today was ktving.. ashley can sing dam nice.. sharon.. hmmm.. she can sing but somehow shes like paiseh to sing.. but i guess the best singer/screamer awards has to go to sammie boi.. !~!~ haha.. love u bro.. =((( sigh.. i dont know y am i still in a bad mood.. comeon foongy!! cheer up!~hopefully tmr will be a better day.. didnt eat anything the whole day until like 5 mins ago.. had macs.. haha. almost fainted whilst playing soccer.. haha.. fucking taibai if only i fainted and never woke up.. !~ =(((((((((((